Slept In My Eyeliner

Check out this Interview on CUTV....I wanna try and get more hits than their piece on hockey at Concordia. =)
The girl who interviewed me was very sweet, I was her first ever on camera interview.

lemme know what y'all think!

xoxo
N

The interview:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KRLiPIGKgV0


Here is the CUTV page:
http://www.youtube.com/user/cutvnooze

Check it!
http://www.montrealmirror.com/2009/010809/news2.html

For my Los Angeles friends, the Mirror is about the same thing as the LA Weekly

xoxoxoxo

5:51pm Tim
still planning on fitting the entire city of LA into your vagina?
5:53pmNora
haha...we'll see.
A girl can dream can't she?
5:53pmTim
of course, of course
5:54pmNora
I have yet to do the hanky panky, so i believe my dream is going to be bashed on the rocks of the lube sea.
(o yes i know you loved that image)
5:54pmTim
arrr, a harsh mistress she be
5:54pmNora
hahaha
5:54pmTim
the lubey deep
5:54pmNora
oh lord we could go all day on this one.
5:54pmTim
i hate to think what the equivalent of barnacles would be, though
5:54pmNora
butt plug barnacles?
5:54pmTim
probably crabs.
5:55pmNora
AH!HHHHH!!!
Hahah silicone eeels.
ewewew.
5:55pmTim
muhahaha
oh!
oh!
you could totally start referring to "annie sprinkle's locker"
5:57pmNora
Oh holy fuck i love you.

Hello lovelies!

I wanted to share with you that I will be on the radio this week! I am one of the new collective members of Audio Smut, a community radio show about sexuality.
Please listen live! Its more fun doing radio when I know my loved one's ears are perked up and tuned in!

Weds. OCTOBER 1st 6:00-7:00 PM EST
(that would mean 3:00 for you Californians)

CKUT 90.3 FM Montreal

To listen live online, go to http://ckut.ca/listen.php

To listen live in Montreal, turn your radio on!

If you are unable to listen to the show live, it will be posted in the archive a few days after airing. To listen to the show through the archive go to
http://secure.ckut.ca/cgi-bin/ckut-grid.pl

Under select a show, click on HERSAY
Then you will see different dates.
Click on download or stream for Weds October 1st and listen away!
xoxoxo
Nora

Hey all, so I wanted to share with you...
I'm one of the new collective members of Audio Smut Radio Show!
Its every first weds of the month.

Check out last Weds show, which I was a guest on.
I will be one of the chicaz rocking your ears with sexiness from now on, so tune in every first weds of the month!

xoxo
Nora

To listen to last Weds show
1) go to..
http://secure.ckut.ca/cgi-bin/ckut-grid.pl

2) pick Hersay under "Jump to show audio by show name:"

3) Download / Stream the Weds, August 3rd Show

(p.s. it cuts off the end...to hear the end of the show, just stream the amandla show, which is right after. They overlap a bit.)

FUCK YES!

best Faggity evah!

We're Coming!!! (my bands first show) + DJing! (only my third time) + I'm going to be on MTV? In Asia or New York?

And I gots to sing w/ Rae Spoooonnn!!!



The QUEEREST OF THE QUEEEEEERRRRR!!!!

(also I was sooooo high femme with the HOTTEST red 4 1/2 inch pumpz! whhhheeeeeee!!!)

ALSO:

Okay so Friday I had people over for a potluck which turned in to a long game of Have you ever.

I consumed about 2 bottles of wine.
Tim (new lover) was too drunk to bike home and so he slept on the couch, with kate and i in the other room, which was a little awkward but ultimately ok.
Then I went for a meeting with Wax from Playhouse about Faggity, and biked home to find Tim still sleeping. We spent the day dosing on my couch, napping, cudling, watching movies, listening to This American Life, and generally getting over our perspective hangovers.

Theeeeen I went to the anarchist bookfair on Sunday. I went to a workshop by Phillys Pissed on using principals of harm reduction in sexual assult support. I felt ok after....but later on today I was reading this zine in bed with kate...and I started getting really triggered. There is a lot of stuff that slowly has been coming up. I think because I have been less preoccupied, it give my mind more space. I think I just need to sit with some things. I have pushed a lot of experiences out of my mind or brushed them off because they don't fit in with ME. I'm not sure if that makes sense...but I just don't want to really go to that place of feeling powerless and shitty. It is always easier to be in denial...but getting triggered just brought up some memories. I think I am strong enough to work through this.
It also doesn't help that my therapist is out of town.

At any rate, after the bookfair..I went to danielles/shabinas/lizs place for dinner and then biked home. Later on I went to the q-team queer dance party, and had a fucking blast. I made out with my girlfriend, tim, and a new person (eeep!) and danced with eeeeverybody.

After a lazy day with my lady listening to ella fitzgerald....(who was amazing with listening to the shit that has been coming up for me) I went to babysit. Which was exactly what I needed. There is something about hanging out with an energetic 5 year old after feeling anxious and messed up a bit which can be suprisingly soothing. He pretended to saw off my limbs with his toy saw, I played dead, we watched spongebob, we colored, and we played catch.

He also said at one point "Why do you have a boy haircut" (my shaved head)
and no, even though I was tempted to say "because I'm a lesbian, and I believe in redefining punk femme presentations"
I just said "Because I like it and its fuzzy, wanna feel it?"
=)

Then I biked home from the mountain....which felt like I was biking into a wall due to the wind.

All in all...I am getting more excited to start painting and packing to move in with my girlfriend (sex and muffins on a regular basis!!!)
And I am excited for all of new spring lovers and crushes.


It was quite a weekend.

I'm sitting here in my messy apartment full of ashtrays and vintage dresses and pizza boxes and yogurt containers, and scarves and books
and I am in one of those strange moods where I haven't slept for days and things keep crossing my mind. Old lovers, old fights, old friends. It's one of those 3:00 in the morning times when the present seems like it doesn't exist. I feel like I am not really occupying this space....like the normal is fading.

Strange.

I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers I hate papers


did i mention:
I hate papers?

poo muffin with cheese on top

-keep Apartment livable. (laundry, dishes...sigh)
-learn how to cook for myself better
-be a better listener
-do all my readings for my classes
-manage time better
-don't take on more than I can handle

earthquakes and spanish.
kissing you and them
and giant squids slowing covering all of us.

i am drunk on queer film festival theory. and academia.

i have had about 20 mind orgasms these past two days.

i am exhausted

I am queered out (for tonight)

i am showing up in my ex-boyfriends dreams, as a dragon and a personal ad

i have crushes on everybody

i want to warm my toes under my girlfriends legs that are warmer than my toes

i want my girlfriend and me to find a little cave which is very much like a clean version of my apartment only not in the building with neighboors and landlords but instead on top of mont royal where she can tie me to trees and we can have sex in the mud. and after, we can walk right back into my clean apartment cave and shower together with really hot water and steam up the bathroom and eat food and make hot chocolate and cuddle and watch a movie and then discuss it for hours and then get turned on again by all the theory and have sex so loud we scare all the animals in the forest. And there will be lots of cats to cuddle with us, but not watching when we are having sex cuz that is kind of creepy. and i want us to not worry about stress or oppression or life or the outside world the whole time we are there.

i have so much to do

i lost my keys again

i need to get my bike back clean my apartment take photos of lez grafitti for my paper book the band for the 23rd send the editor the email about our interview meet with my prof write my papers meet with performers do my dishes eat food go to rehersal go to the workshop go to 5 films this week so i can write my festival journal finish my comic and my blurb for the paper and finish our article and spend time with my lonely cat and shower and

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Can I do it? I can do it. I can do it? Can I do it? I can do it. I can do it?Can I do it? I can do it. I can do it? Can I do it? I can do it. I can do it?Can I do it? I can do it. I can do it? Can I do it? I can do it. I can do it?Can I do it? I can do it. I can do it? Can I do it? I can do it. I can do it?Can I do it? I can do it. I can do it? Can I do it? I can do it. I can do it?

I am dreaming about all of these things.
i love it. i hate it. i want it all to be over and i never want it to stop.

i have to go now my cat is whineing at me to clean his litter box.

the end.

okokok....I was looking at the w4w (women 4 women) missed connections page on craigslist and I saw this post which was made on sept. 8th.

"i was working at the pharmacy. i commented on your wallet that you had made [crafty girl!]. you have a beautiful smile. i'd like to not be a creep but i was tired and wish i had said something ... more."


I am almost positive it was me. I remember her. she was cute. I am so in a graphic novel right now.
I sent her an email, and I am burning with curiosity.

Whheee!
I love the internet!

I am feeling a little bit better today. I can get through this.
We'll get through it.
We will be supercouple!

step one:
clean kitchen

I am so so happy these days.
My classes are aMAZEing

My schedule this semester:
AIDS: A cultural pandemic
Gender, Space, and the City
Intro to Trans Studies
Queer Cinema 2

Next semester (almost finalized):
AIDS: A Cultural Pandemic
Feminsims and Activisms
Body Image and Body Modification
Intro to Queer Theory
Sexual Representation in Cinema

I am doing volunteering at Queer Concordia as well as at Head and Hands (working with the Sense project to get Sex ED back into Quebec schools)

I am doing 60 hours of training to become a peer counselor at the 2110 center for Gender Advocacy.

I have been asked to be in someones choreography piece for the Fall Dance Department Show

I am totally in love with my lady. She makes me so happy I can't even tell you

I am excited about lovers.


BASICALLY: I couldn't ask for a better life right now. I am doing what I am interested in. I am helping to work for change. I am stimulated, and excited, and in love.

the only thing that would make life perfect, is if i had a magical unicorn to do my dishes for me. so if you all could get on making that happen, that would be great.

This was Febuary 03 about a month before the war in Iraq began.

Petite Mort
chore. Jiri Kylan for Netherlands Dance Theatre.
wow!









Jiri Kylian "Sleepless" first pas-de-deux

have i mentioned lately, that sex is lovely?